so.. an update.
March 9, 2013 | 4:57 PM
So, things are sufficiently confusing, yet comfortable enough for me to write about it but not think too much about. Maybe I'm not that into him, maybe I'm just confused too, and maybe all I need is someone to listen to me talk crap and be myself on a regular basis.
I think I'm too giving a person. And unlike other, much stronger women around me, I am unable to pull away and say, okay, that's ridiculous, you should stop. It hurt to hear him say what he did, and for the first time in my life I was speechless. But you get over that, and you forget all the upsetting bits you don't want to relive. That isn't strength, that's weakness.
